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Saturday, September 8th, 2007
2:25 pm	MIA so long. gonna MIA. haha... after O i think (: (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 26th, 2007
9:24 pm	someone's missing... it is you. im sure you know who im talking about. your presence, make me marked you the only one. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
9:54 pm	too busy to update these days! finally completed my coursework! i was like doing it for the whole of monday night! i became lazy again and went to bed. then rina called me to wake up... alive not for long and went back to bed again. then jas called me. haha! not only them helping and giving me encouragement. thanks to my jie too! :D went school late yesterday. only was able to complete it arnd 7:30 in the morning! i shouldn't had dragged my coursework. really... no one to blame but me, myself and i. regret it man! lots of time wasted ): also had my EL oral for O level! erm... found it quite easy and the examiners are really friendly. think will get a good grade at this section. haha! though i did not went to school today.. but i went to library with jas. hehe. went there yesterday too. after that went for dinner... i only asked her to accompany me for dinner. she said i brought her there and tempted her to eat her dinner there when her grandma had cooked dinner for her. LOL. went to buy waffle after dinner. it is like we are there buying waffles for the past 3 days! regulars. haha! not to forget... 18/08/07 HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAT! i asked him to dine with my family that day. was his birthday and feel like celebrating with him? after all, i know him for very long alr. 7 years alr! after that we went amk to have a game of pool. his brother came and afer that, they went to compass point's swensen cus their mum celebrating with them. still, a very very happy birthday to you (: Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
6:18 pm	14/6/07 went to library with her. really did do some maths qns (: lol. den an ah pek sit opposite of us... not i pervert or what... saw the ah pek zip was unzipped. haha! then i told her and she went laughing like a mad woman. then she told me to look outside the window and i saw muthu riding. he si bei tao. nvr reply msg -.- around 8 then went out of the library. one second she wanted to eat waffle. another sec say dun wan. then another sec say wan.  then later say dun wan again cus wan to drink bubble tea. lol then sent her home. on the way home i told her that i predict she'll scream later. haha! she cant figure out :D went into the lift. then i jump. lol. shout and screamed.  i can see the future cus i planned it! haha! went to meet andrew after that. go eat and slack arnd. reached home about 12mn... den only slept at 3 and wake up at 5:30 lol. Today tired, tired and tired. thats all i feel. haha. see what time i sleep and what time i wake up can already. cant stay alert during english period. so sleepy lar! like sleep for 2 whole periods. then PE. hehe. energetic. lol. bing han uh... you lousy luh -.- ask you run you jog, ask you jog you walk. ask you breathe in deeply then breathe out also never listen. fail by 24sec happy uh? siaoginna -.- nvm.  forget to bring culcalator for maths mok test. was trying to borrow and all 2 other classes are having maths lesson too. then share lo. luckily ang never saw that. well. did copy some from qisheng! lol. loser uh? :P gonna have maths tuition at 7:30. haha. today is maths day :D Current Mood: sleepy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 13th, 2007
10:37 pm	((: she's so high today? haha. well. had quite a fun day today (: as the day goes by... my love for you aint leaking but still stacking up & up & up! :D thats how much iloveyou girl! girl, what bout you. though we are not together... do you feel the same as i do? maybe is my wishful part of thinking. i dun care. i only know iloveyou (: i know you're mad at him. promise you not to mentiion his name anymore do you know how special today is to me? nothing special really happen. but is the date. make me thought of 2years and 9months back :D got a c5 for MTL -.- Distinction for Oral (: GONNA STRIVE! Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 12th, 2007
10:15 pm	well... the last few days were great! haaha. only slept @ 630 in the morning didn't intend to sleep but who knows... i lie on my bed and fall asleep! i miss my gym session! wtf siol! sry guys... not able to attend today! set my alarm also no use. haha! 48 (: Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 7th, 2007
7:58 am	miserably miserable! dear readers... i know you guys would say that im still young and there are other better girls out there. yar, you guys are right. totally right! but if guys know what LOVE is, then you'll know how i feel. how i need you these days... i dun think you know. how lonesome i feel... i dun thnik you know too. there are things that i cant tell you. but when i find someone to talk to, they'll say im annoying! wtf? sometimes i just hope that i am not born to this world... or maybe i am not born a human being. rather be a pig? grow up and being SLAUGHTER! or be a bird? feel free to go anywhere. maybe you were to read this... you'll just feel bad. everything i've done, touched is all you say. do you know? i hate the friend you told me about! whywhywhywhy in the world you have this kind of friend! telling you her experience and say "i don't see why you two are still together" whotf is she man! of cus lar... if some people tell you something and is the friend that you told her about us from head to toe, you'll sure think bout it. yar. being with me 2years 7months 12days... there are like tons of thing you never tell me. even the friend of yours. never heard you saying anything about her! yar. im fucking addicted to lan shop and maple last time, spent all those money there rather on you. for 2 years you are hoping some surprises. but it never came true. i know how you feel when the both of them bought something. i feel real BAD. but i can do nothing... i can only stand still and watch. well, only knew how much i love you and how much you meant to me after you're gone. you're not coming back... so what can i do. same old words "i'll wait" wait till i rot and die know why i did not attend school today? i wanna take a break from everything! sometimes... seeing you is a pain. just like someone used a knife and stab into my heart. God of Death, if one day you know she gonna die. tell me. place me in her position. give her my life and brainwash her. delete every single memories about us. forget everything i've done and her to lead a better life! (: silly right? i dun even care now. but you are just the one that i'll do anything for! Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Friday, August 3rd, 2007
4:18 pm	I'm feeling so alone now tonight Even though you're here by my side Is there something on your mind From the world you left behind I feel as if the we sheared before Doesn't wanna be here no more And if there's something on you mind There's never been a better time To tell me Do you love me Still wanting me Like I need you Ooh There came a crossing on the road If only there were signs to show me which direction I should go I live my life with no regrets It hasn't caught up on me yet But I never knew I was losing you (I was losing you) I wonder as you walk through the door Are you gonna hurt me some more Never took you for the kind Who would play up on my mind Tell me what are you looking for I can't play your games any more And when there's something on my mind I will always find the time To tell you I still love you Still wanting you How I need you (Need you) Ooh There came a crossing on the road If only there were signs to show me which direction I should go I live my life with no regrets It hasn't caught up on me yet Well I never knew I was losing you Losing you It's not for the first time Someone else has hurt me Been faking it too long Where did we go wrong Yeah There came a crossing on the road If only there were signs to show me which direction I should go (I should go) I live my life with no regrets It hasn't caught up on me yet Well I never knew I was losing you There came a crossing on the road If only there were signs to show me which direction I should go Ooh I live my life with no regrets It hasn't caught up on me yet Well I never knew I was losing you Losing you Current Mood: moody (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 1st, 2007
11:32 pm	yesterday night, jas called me and told me her thumb drive went missing. i can see that she is very worried. i worried for her too ): she stay up the whole night and redo EVERYTHING of the c/w part B! she left a msg on my msn telling me to help her find her thumb drive if she left it in the school's lab. well. i'll do anything she says! hah. then in the morning i asked her if she found it.  she says nvm, forget it. but worst, part A is also inside and she told me that she deleted all her back up files in her comp! even if the thumb drive only contains part b, i'll still get it back for her. luckily, i the morning i ask mdm anantha to open the lab for me. found it within seconds (; i told her that i can't find her thumb drive but just after a few seconds i pass it back to her. i cant bare to prank her at this point of time. & im glad that  i can help (: then in the afternoon san said she lost her thumb drive. luckily i ask her to sent me her copy to do some reference and i save it inside my thumb drive. then i lend it to her. did so many good things today :D but in the end... when i was just about to start with the conclusion... i found out that all my other components all went MISSING! OMFG! have to redo everything... glad that i can finish the missing components before going home! haha. one great thing, just DONE with my c/w part b for now :D 'Sometimes, different people are being treated differently.' not to forget, Happy Birthday to JiaHao aka PEANUT :D 37days. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 29th, 2007
8:20 pm	bought a pair of jeans and a t-shirt yesterday. had a great day! though things did not really went the way i wanted... i wont regret what i did. instead i think it is worth it. i did everything i can already. what i said on the phone is all from the bottom of my heart. (: Happy Birthday to YAN on 28/07/07 (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 26th, 2007
10:30 pm	nothing much today. just i am glad that i am able to make her smile for the pass few days xDD though you still seem so moody and gloomy, i try my best to make you smile. whatever i do is for you (: tell me everything you can if you want! i'll be your no.1 listener! :D x3 loves has been 31 days. :P Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
9:46 pm	i feel so sleepy in the morning! i think i fall asleep in EL class i think mdm tong walked passed and ask jas to wake me up. saw no one :X i dun care luh! haha. rina did not come for two days ler! hope she dun come luh! then will be able to sit beside her (x for the pass two weeks it rained on wednesday... PE day! lucky it rained for the pass two days. a great weather today. after PE was so hungry... but only ate a lil... cause i feel so bloated. always have the feeling after PE. bought her a bottle of 100plus before going back to class. during FandN elin, jiawen and i helped mrs yeo with her stuff. help her shade the boxes and calculated the hours. one funny thing is they counted 150hours where the max is 99hours. haha! after school went to eat prata! i was the first to order among peanut and mao! guess what... all their 3 plain came 1st and my 1 egg 1 plain came last -.- how cool can this be. ROFL i think sometimes cock up luh... cause a sea of green :D easily mixed up. then went back school for EC.  after that went to j8 with jo, jiawen and jh. lol. cant find the thing there. so i went down to orchard myself to get it. ni bu yao gen wo ke qi la haha buy you then you take lar~ do you know... you look cute when you are arguing with me that day over the waffle! LOL. :P Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 24th, 2007
8:15 pm	yesterday was a tiring day! reached home arnd 4:30 then i bath and eat and went to gym with jiahao at bishan. it was fun :D probably going tmr. then went to get a present for baoyin with jh and kuan. reached home arnd 9:30 and feel so shag! then i have a chat with her on the phone... hmmm, not sure why i was so happy. really dunno hee. after that i went to sleep. today is not a bad day. but was a cold day! the weather is very good for sleeping. i stayed focus (; after recess was really tired. not sure why... jus cant seems to do maths lol. was like half awake half dead. went for AP after school. was in the comp lab doing FandN coursework part B. but instead of doing that, i played mahjong that was in the thumb drive :D slacker. then went to AMKHub with jolyn, jiawen and wai mun saw jas and melissa (: wonder what she bought for her mum. haha. yar... so after that went home. i am aching all over (x not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAOYIN                     and           HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAS'S MUM (: Current Mood: satisfied (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
9:53 pm	my life. only slept at 5:30 in the morning. if my mum did not wake up and tell me to... i probably wont sleep at all. woke up at 10:30. haha. two days only 11 hours of sleep. my father did not come back for a day! do he even know how much my mum WORRY! my mum was also not able to sleep. you always make us worry! though i never ever like you, you are still my father, sure i'll still care. for my whole life, you only started to show you care bout me! 16years! im turning 17 in afew months time. i know, all the years pass, i can see you are changing alot for the better. forget it. get back to the topic. had my dinner with my beloved mum at kovan (: ate chicken rice. not bad, was really nice. mum wanted to buy some flowers, then it rain. haha. too bad :P i still yet to tell my mum about us. everytime my mum say she wanted to see you i will just fake. say that you are busy or having family gatherings or going out with your cousins. i just cant bring myself to tell her. i told you my mum misses you, you dont believe? well, i just cant seem to get to sleep these days. im so worried about myself! there are like so many things bothering and whirling in my head. but what can i do i really have no idea. you know what... i have been reflecting and reflecting over and over again. damage that i've done, umteen times i pleaded... you seems to be so adamant. what you told me, i wont doubt you! i never blame you. all i blame is myself! ME! now... i dun even know who am i. what am i here for? what am i doing? my mind is in a total blank now. how i wish time could rewind. yar. it will never ever happen. all i know. i suck for heaven sake. a nobody in this world. you have your difficulties, i have mine too! but i am willing to share all of yours. you are the first girl ever i cried so much for! do you know? you told me what you wanted for the whole of next week. is it because im irritating? making you feel irritated? haiis. a sad post ): put all my feelings into the post. almost cried. OVERALL, I AM USELESS! Current Mood: restless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:02 am	nothing much today... only slept at 4am and woke up at 11am. i realise for the pass few weeks my mum bought me goreng pisang for my breakfast -.- banana banana banana~ lol. make me remember banana in pajamas :D well... that wont last me long. grab my lunch at around 2pm... then... so boring. tired as well! went to sleep @ around 3:30 to 7:30! i set my alarm to 5 but i could'nt wake up :D it was like so late alr... reach orchard around 9 then went to find my brothers (; such a pity that i cant TON! they went to drink  ): yar... what can i do... so i went home... was like so early! reach home around 11:30. for the first time i went out for only 3hours!  lol. i can see that she is not in a good mood. i know she cried over some things. i feel sad too ): from her voice i know she caught a cold. she cant hide anything from me :D maybe, i really know her too well GIRL, cheer up! you will always have me around! Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 21st, 2007
2:30 am	that's how much i care bout you! not a good day. forgot to bring along my handphone! but, it is still ohkay. hah. not so important then you are to me. was late for school today. cause, jas woke up late... partly was her mum's fault. i was standing outside the door when her grandma asked me to go 1st... i said nevermind... then i stood outside. then jas asked me to come in and sit. i told her, i'll wait means i'll wait. wont go alone myself. if she suffers im willing to suffer too! did not go for fnn today... went for tuition instead. cause, i thought saturday will have another session! who knows... no one is going! uh... suck! not a good night either. kind of quarrel on smses with her... but dont you think i what i said it is true? only you hold the key! we really deserve a second chance! ' you are the only one i love,                                                 no one else' Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 19th, 2007
8:56 pm	tired! MADAM AW! you real suck -.- a boring teacher your sarcastic remarks cant compare with MS KARIM'S! hehe. was half awake and half dead during her lesson. then ms karim was supervising other class... wanted us to do summery. LOL. dun think anyone have done it (; today is a very good day to sleep :D partly due to the weather. RAIN. After recess was ah guang's period. guess what... SLEEP for almost 2 periods. but still got do his work la. not so bad ohkay! then time for assembly. after school song and watched 10mins of the drama by sec 3s... FnN students went off @ 1330. include me (: practical for coursework part B. well was a success i think :D everything ended @ about 1745. then i went home and get changed and straight away went for a jog. 2 1/2 rounds :D walk 1/2 round. cant take it (x train for my future :D how shag you think im today? hehe >< OVERALL. a good and tired day (: you still care bout me don't you? or else you would'nt felt that way! am i right or am i wrong, it's up to you. don't torture yourself like this. come back to me if you want! the DOOR is always open. tell ME you WILL ):                          Current Mood: INDESCRIBABLE (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
9:52 pm	what a day :D i was so tired in the morning! slept during the 1st two periods hah! but was paying 101% attention during HISTORY! wanna get dist for C.H! OMG. makan corner always full of people... but today the queue SUPER long! no choice... ate chicken special. after school, went up to the kitchen to see 5c doing their practical for CW part B! i am so not prepared. LOL. goodgame! quickly rush home cus went to get my contact lens! so noob man! still have difficulties putting in on! went for tuition after that. JAS was late :D pig overslept in the bus (x after that she took the IQ test! ROFL. so funny lar! then she accompanied me to eat dinner (: THANKS uh! i'll wait as long as ever. <3  you. hee. LOVES. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Monday, July 16th, 2007
10:25 pm	what a day! some nagging from mrs yeo again. yah... she should nag :D then went for listening compre! hmmm... think that some qns are quite tricky but i think not really diff uh... heh. GOODLUCK to all too! (: went to library with jiawen, jiahao qisehng, jaslyn and me. hah. though jw reached 1st. all still late. cus suppose to meet @ 6! hahaha. in the end did not study much. jh talking craps -.- den jw become EMO (x went to eat KFC then some games @ arcade in J8... after awhile all went home ler... well. NITES ALL (: Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 15th, 2007
9:24 pm	woo~ did not sleep for one day! hehe... i called her... then i went to dota. then slack slack slack! arnd 0624 i went for a jog :D jogged 2 rounds around the flats. 9 mins. haha. just came back from outside. super tired! not much things to write :D nites! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)